!cheryl :D

2009-12-31T06:44:00.001-08:00

relink me peepos :D pokadots-x3.onsugar.com :D
new blog won't be done yet for now (:
anw ,
HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

2009-11-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

guess you will be reading this .
read your blog , 27th post .
just wanted to tell you , you dint do anything wrong.
the problem lies with me though .
i can't get what i thinking about and everything .
give me some more time , i guess i seriously needed alot of time alone .
i will contact you once i sort out all my thinking .
im sorry .
i kept avoiding all the things . sorry .

blabla , don't bother asking me who im directing on the above post.
or asking me what happen had happen .

-MIA -

2009-11-14T04:59:00.000-08:00

hellos ~
i know my blog is rotting -.-
im going genting on the 23rd . yay-ness . LOL .
ohwell , nothing much recently .
im gonna start studying next week , and sad thing is , i haven't even spend my holidays yet .
but no choice though . LOL .
nothing much alr .
tadaaaaaaaa !~

2009-11-04T06:31:00.000-08:00

Hellos :D
im back to post (:
hohoho ~

had been going for class this whole week , expect for monday . LOL .
went lunch today with kavita , jiaying & co :D
had fun time chatting though .
after that met up with ah di and zh and went zh house.
look for hl (:
went home ard 7.30 (:

i feel much better after sorting out everything . and saying out what i wanted to say .

what zh and ah di told me today really enlighten me though .
guess , i realise how stubborn i was in the past.
and thats the whole reason i'll never get to understand anybody ,
and get into anybody worlds
thought thru much stuffs ,
i don't want to regret like how i did in the past ,
when everything is gone , till than i realise how foolish i was ,
not to cherish everything .
i don't wanna be like this anymore .
guess im gonna learn how to cherish before everything's gone .

but , when will sisters be back ): sighs .

i thought there's still hope for everything , but somehow or somewhat , no more i guess .

2009-10-31T02:33:00.000-07:00

Hellos :D
i've nothing to do nowwwww -.- sian-ness
lols , im currently at hl house now. total boredness. LOL .
and and and , something happy about ytd ,
i manage to promote :D
im going to start studying alr , have to buck up on alot of stuffs esp on sec 3's stuffs. LOL
so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , nothing to doooooooooooooooo ~
guess , i won't be working during the holidays i guess , im going tuiton :D
and chiong study , have to go back class for next week .
oh well , tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa ppl :D

2009-10-29T08:42:00.001-07:00

fairytales and drama series don't happen in reality .

i just can't figure out what the hell im thinking.
i just can't get into any body world's

2009-10-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

dint went school for 3 consecutive days.
guess i should be partially save for promotion though .

woke up at 10 plus today , met grandma at 747 had lunch and went home.
rot till 2 plus , took 804 and went to kavita's house.
gossip and talk crap :D
till about 5 plus (:
had total fun-ness gossiping with her :D thats why we're girls man :D
hohoho ~
gonna plan for a sleep over at kavita house . so we could gossip all night (:
hopefully my mum would let :D <3
went broadway look for hl bryan and wei en .
hl went off with his friends and bus-ed to northpoint with bryan and wei en :D
went over jap food court , bryan and wei en send me home (: thanks (:

*cheryl tay , wake up man .
you're alr 15 and not 5 .
stop throwing a tantrum like a 5 years old kid alr .
don't anyhow attitude ppl when ppl care for you can .
and stop attitude ppl when you're in a bad mood can -.-
you're such a failure -.-

2009-10-27T07:03:00.000-07:00

deleted previous post (:
glad that conflict are all gone (:

sorry for those who wanted to read my blog and realise that i actually had private my blog .

dint went school today , had slight fever plus bad sore throat ytd night .
2 days mc (:
thanks to hl (:
he's damn nice can , he woke up early and went to northpoint to bought lunch for me (:
and bring it to my house downstairs (: thanksssss <3
jiayouuuuu for o's ahhhh (: don't give up . <3

met hl at about 12 , he went back school at about 2 .
went to see doc at about 3 , over to meet ah di at 4 . slack till bryan call me .
went over northpoint to meet bryan & wei en (:
went to longjohn , as wei en wanted to eat :D
5 plus near 6 , all went home .
waited for hl at northpoint and he send me home (:
thats all for today , im not going school tomo :D
i've a very serious sore throat ._.

special msg to ah di :D
tmj (:
cheer up , its not end of the world yet (:
don't forget , you still have us :D
we're still there for you no matter what happen ,
yup , thats what i've always told you though .
maybe you may find me naggy , but still ,
i promise if you need a listening ear , i'll be the 1st one to there alright :D
what past just let it past , it wont happen again (:<3

2009-10-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

went out today . met bryan . than wenzhen .
nothing much . met hl aftermath for his dinner. and home for dinner.

2009-10-23T22:33:00.000-07:00

hellos :D
tired tired tired .
woke up too early today , now nothing do -.-
learn how to make apple strudo ytd ,
stand for 4 hours -.- but overall was fun .
met hl and mj aftermath .
slack for awhile , went bbt , and home at 7.
went over grandma house . fell asleep -.-
so dad came over to fetch me home (:
reach home slept from 9 till 11 today .
not sure where to go later. siannnn ~
o's are coming (:
jiayou to those who's taking o's on monday (:

2009-10-22T05:56:00.000-07:00

oh hellos , its been a very very long time since i post (:
shall post about some important dates (:

14 oct (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (:
thanks for those wishes and presents ,
and thanks to those who were there (: hoho (:
went to amk hub for movies , watch the cloud and the meatball i think .
forgotten whats the movie title alr .
rate it 8/10 .
quite nice la (:
went over to some block , eat cake :D , kena some cake bua on my face ._.
sadded , LOl.
had mos burger as dinner (:
bryan and tiffany went home 1st .
mrt-ed down to singapore flyers (:
walk a long way to there .
finally reach .
took one round , the view was nice (:
took alot of pics , but in hl's phone (:
came down from flyers at about 9 (:
took bus home with hl mj and zh .
while dexter and jieying went off 1st (:
reach home at about 11 (:

19 oct (:
met up with jolene and leong ming (:
finally, its been a long time since we met up (:
went safra , waited for pool table from 4 plus to 6 plus
in between went over to 400plus to had lunch (:
hl came at 5 plus , slack at yishun park .
played pool from 6 till 8 (:
at vip room . LOL .
jolene and leong ming paid for it (: thanks (:
next time pool i'll payyy (:
went to northpoint had lunch with hl .
reach home at 9 plus (:

as for today (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAWN YEO ZONG HAN (:
may all your wishes come true (: stay happy & study hard uhhhhh (:

went out at 2 plus , went over northpoint to meet mj and zh .
slack , and met with bryan and weien (:
went down 600 plus look for hl (:
took bus to northpoint and went causeway ,
but realise all the shows were rather late , so me bryan and weien cabbed down amk hub to buy tickets 1st , while hl , zh and mj took mrt. LOL .
watch imagine that.
couldn't really understand the story line ,
finished movie at about 6 plus ,
trained back yishun .
went dinner with hl and his family ,
and home at about 8.30 (:
grandma said im a good girl (: hahahah :X
promised zh i'll buy him a cake on christmas to make it up for his birthday . (:
hahahaa :D

oh well , so thats it (: done posting :D tadaaaaaa ~

2009-10-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

Exams ended today .
maths paper 2 total disaster . i doubt i can make it .
fucking moodless -.-
stay back for sec4 and 5 farewell assembly .
till 1 -.- freaking long .tmd.
went to meet grandma and home to change.
came out about 3 plus , met wz . than walk to mrt to meet sherry and hy .
took train to bugis .
something funny happen at bugis *inside joke *
walk to nlb , took pics .
went off .
walk ard bugis street .
and home .

fucking no mood -.-
nb ~
since im nothing at all , might as well treat me as invisible.

parents don't trust me ,
exam total disaster, and confirm plus chop will drop na .
im a total failure.
and i've to beg them just for my birthday _l_
nb ~
since i don't belong anywhere might as well forget about me la -.-
cb ,
my birthday always lead to no happy endings -.-
every year was the same .
thought this year was diff , but is still the same .
forget it , im not gonna celebrate birthdays anymore in the future .
since its nothing at all .
fuck -.-

2009-10-10T21:16:00.000-07:00

Hello Hellos :D
sian sian -.- nothing to post.
but i nothing to do .
everybody still sleeping i guess. LOL.
don't know why i woke up so early todayyyyy -.-
LOL
hmm , 2 more papers to gooooo ~
happy happy (:
3 more days (:

2009-10-07T05:46:00.000-07:00

maths paper 1 and social studies paper down .
6 more papers to go (: jiayouuuuu :D

social paper was a total disaster , dint get to finish the paper -.- not enough time.
5 sbq and 2 essays -.- wthhhhh ~
maths was another disaster one -.-
manage to solve some questions , but 4 question dint do , the rest anyhow do due to not enough time -.-
jitao sian laaaaaa -.-
shall buck up on paper 2 .

exams is ending next tueeeee (: and im waiting for weddddd ~
wenzhen is going to discharge next fridayyyyy ~
happy happy (:
hahaha :D

shall go study for chem nowwww :D byeee (:

2 more days <3

2009-10-03T08:44:00.001-07:00

HElloooooo :D
Happy lantern festival
and and
Happy birthday to minghan and ah don (:
hoho ~ 15 alrrrrr :D jiayou's on exam ahs: D
doubt they will come my blog too ;X

ohwell , 2 paper down , 8 more to go :D jiayouuuuuu ~
hahaha :X
went out today (:
came out around 3 plus , meet ahdi , hl and bryan (:
went off to tz look for michelle waifeee and leanne (:
went funland , rf one round .
than dexter came .
slack at 206 (:
study abit , all one by one left .
went over grandma house for dinner at about 630 .
went over looking for hl about 8 plus.
went over chongpang there to look for his friends.
walk around chongpang to buy fireworks ,
all festive atmosphere like all gone alr , i rmb when i was young ,
chongpang sure sell alot of lantern one , now never sell alr -.- LOL
walk back to find his friends .
played with candle , chatted , had fun (:
mum called , so went home .
walk over to 123 to buy drink and reach home ard 10.35 :D

6 more dayyyyyyyy (: <3
11 more dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyys <33 (:

sorry to waifee (: dint get to play candle with you , rmb our date after exam alright (: <3 loveyou :D

bestiee (: anything im always here for you , though i don't know if we could be the same like last time , but as what you say , takes time :D i believe we could .
hopefully the 6 of us( you , michelle, min er , huili , grace and me ) could clique back like last time again . i really miss those times (:

and and and , min er also (: rmb our date after exams (: love you toos (:

and and and , wenzhen faster dischargeeee (: we have our date toooo (: jiayou for your N level ahs <3

2009-10-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

AND AND AND YESYESYESSS ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARREN GOHHHHH (:
last longggggg with your girl uhssss (:
finally 15 alrrr .
hahs :D
jiayou for exams uh :D

2009-10-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

English exam started today , went school alone .
paper one was a disaster -.- i don't think i can pass .
hopefully i could do well for paper 2 .
questions were easy , dint understand the summary well .
25 marks just gone liddat -.-
exam ended at 12.30 .
took practice paper from teachers , shall mug for this exam week , and than im free (:
waited for wz , went out slack with wz and didi and zh :D
went home , changed and out .
had lunch at foodcourt with grandfather (:
went to meet min er, michelle and tiffany (:
dint get to study , chatted there instead -.-
hl and bryan came over :D
chatted .
parted off with min er ,
went off to slack and bought bbt .
saw michelle and tiffany .
went 200 plus , slack with them :D
chatted , they went off .
waited for dexter to come over :D
chatted .
bryan and dexter went off at 6 plus (:
had a tiff with hl , but manage to make it up after .
sorryyyyyy ._. <3
thanks to didi :D for trying his best to make me laugh :D <3

chinese paper tomo :D jiayou peopleeee :D

im wondering , how will i ever get to be a good girlfriend .
im sorry ._.
you always gave in to me , but yet ,
i just seems to take it for granted ._.
im sorry , really ._.
i still feel guilty , sighs . <3>

2009-09-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO THAT IDIOT YHL (:
idiot (: 16 liao lehhhhhhh ~
can watch nv 16 alr, sad for me , one more year to go -.-
finally half legal alr lehhh ~ LOL
rmb , study hard for o level horrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .
rmb rmb rmb ,2o points and below , if not im really gonna ignore you (:
hohoho ~ jiayou jiayou ~ i will support you de don't worryyyyyyyy ~
and and and ,
this idiot here, never fail to cheer me up ,
never fail to be there for me when i needed someone to be there (:
sorry for attitude-ing this morning ._.
don't worry ,
i still love you (:

english exam tomo (; jiayouuuu ~and good luckkkkkk ~ hohooooooo ~

2009-09-28T07:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRYAN CHONGGGGGG ~
finally 16 liao leh , can officially watch nc 16 shows alr.
jiayou for your o levels ah (:

shall talk about ytd (:
went out to celebrate hl and bryan's birthday (:
fun day (:
met everybody at northpoint .
there was alot alot alot ppl .
hmm ,
there were hl , mj , bryan , tiffanie , wei en , yong kiat , cr , dexter , jieying , jun , pern hong and nick .
went down cine foodcourt 1st. had lunch there. walk around .
and they were playing with cake outside cine ._.
laughs ~
and off too orchard central .
went up to the roof top and slack there.
chit chat along the way (:
&dexter , jieying and wei en went off 1st .
went off to marina sq (:
and off to suntec city .
f1 race super noisy -.-
went over arcade , play and chatted (:
bryan and yongkiat went off next .
slack till 8 plus , went off with hl , mj and tiffanie 1st
went over food court , cos mj and tiffanie wanted to had their dinner.
had a tiff with mum over the phone -.- but was alright after .
walk to mrt station .
reach home at 10 (:

had school todayyyy (:
super tired , fell asleep during chinese and physics lesson.
time flew rather fast .
had hari raya concert ,
super funny *inside jokes * LOL
went bbt after school (:
came back school , saw sherry , hy and agnes .
joined them in doing lit work .
sherry and hy went off 1st .
chatted with zhi xiang (:
finished lit at about 4 and went home (:
hl came over to look for me (:
slack till 6 plus , home , slept till 7 plussss (:

okay , done updating , cos tiffanie wanted me to updateeeeee :D
shall upload pics some other time , lazy :X LOL.

2009-09-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hello hello peopleeee ~
gotten my new spec todayyy (: wear it for almost the whole day , trying to get use to it .
woke up at 12 , watch drama .
came out at about 3 plus , met hl .
while waiting for bus , saw lajiao at busstop . chatted , and to realise he was taking the same bus as us .
so chatted about drama shows on bus (: walk around temp 1 .
went back yishun to meet mj .
slack awhile , send him home , went to buy bbt
and home about 7.30 ( :

out tomo (: going town i think . celebrate bryan and hl's birthday in advance (: haha :D
tiffanie is coming (: and she admited that she miss meeeee (:
hahaah :X

2009-09-25T04:52:00.001-07:00

Hello Hello peopleeeeeeeee (:
back to bloggggggg (:
exam coming next week . die die dieeeeee .
i wanna do alot alot alot of things after exam (:
esp catching up with the old times , with sisters .
though i don't know if we'll make it back like the past ,
but still , i still treat all of you as sisterss (:

yesss, suppose to meet min er today , but ended up dint. after exam ahhh (:
hahs (:
had school , school was fun , esp during cdp .
teacher telling us about some suggestion that our class ppl give for the school .
funny laaa (:
after school , stayed in school for half n hour .
waited for mj and hl .
went slack for awhile , meet dexter .
than off for tuition .
end tuition at about 3 plus .
went home , slept from 4 to 5 .
went downstairs , buy cup noodle , bathe and out to northpoint near 6 .
met hl and dexter after that .
zonghan and mj came after that.
slack awhile , and home around 7.30 (:
waiting for parents to be home now for dinner (: hahs (:

sunday sunday faster comeeeee (:

ohya , met tiffanie ytd (: fun time crapping ytd also (:
tiffanie super cute laaaaaaaaa (: hohoooooo (:

2009-09-20T04:40:00.000-07:00

hellos. bored and tired .
suppose to go down temp today .
but change of plan . decided not to .
went 600+ to slack , while waiting for mj . he came down , slack awhile and went home .

i really miss the times with sisters .
min er , iris, grace , hui li & michelle.
if you all just happen to pass by my blog and saw this post,
was thinking that lets find some time to go out . like the past we always been .
most probably after exams (: contact me if you all are freeeee (:

i still rmb we would always spend time after school tgt .
doing 'daily routine' which only few of us know what it is .
we would always chat there and had alot of fun .
we would always talk about diff kinds of stuffs.
i still miss the past though .
sometimes i hope time could rewind .

even how much im happy with my life now , i still miss the past time that we were tgt .

2009-09-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

oh hellooooooooooo peopleeeeeee :D
cheerrrrrrs ~
im homeee :}
hahs , after 2 days of staying at my grandma house im finally home (:

practically, nothing much happen though .

as usual , went school today ,
nothing much .
lessons lessons & lessons -.-
kena throw out of class by rufers during geo class -.-
damn stupid .
cos i was reading storybook .
it was like
me reading story book .
rufers : cheryl , you want read your book , you can continue reading it outside.
me : look at her , continue reading .
idk what she said next . she talk super soft .
ask hy what she was talking and hy told me : she ask you get out of the class .
me : orh , get out get out lor -.- i stood up and walk out of the ava room -.-
super lame la-.-
saw counsellor , she came over and talk to me .
told her im giving up on geo
i rather focus on other subjects . had totally no link with geo -.-
couldn't drop geo either , so decided to give it up -.-
anw , had some drug abusing talk at 1.30 .
sat with min er , crap abit .
was release at 2 (:
went over bbt with wz , mj and zh .
bus-ed to northpoint next.
wz went off 1st .
went over kfc look for hl and dexter .
ate at kfc , crapped and chatted (:
went home change and off to tuiton (:

2009-09-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

Helloooooo

parents going msia tomo . means im free girl tomo (:
im gonna go over grandma house to stay .
means no com for 2 days . argh !!#@##@$#

i started counting down to exams .
realise , i really don't have much time left .
my mind is totally empty .
i took out all those questions paper.
staring at them blankly .
and i couldn't even do questions which i've alr done before -.-
damn pathetic laaaaaaaa -.-

like what i told mj ,
i couldn't possibly stuff everything in this 2 weeks.

ppl had their knowledge in them , i don't have .
i had been sleeping and skipping school from the start of the year .
i deserve it i guess .
i left with 2 weeks , no matter how i rush .
i don't think i can make it .
i should have just give up i guess .

2009-09-11T06:30:00.000-07:00

i don't know , i don't know .
im trying to forget everything about the past.
but i realise i couldn't .
i tried to change , i tried to study .
but all this things seems nothing anymore.
my change were not seen , everything i do become my fault again .

i wanted to study , at least to achieve something .
but , nothing went in .
i can't even do my physics workbook on my own .
i needed ppl to be there to coach me for all the questions .
see how pathetic i can be.
yes, im a total failure i guess.
everybody told me i couldn't make it this year .
maybe they are right .
im hopeless after all. i can't do anything on my own .
im too dependent on others alr i guess .

i thought i could pick myself up from each fall.
but, i can't .
maybe is time for me to learn how to be independent .
learn how to face all the setbacks on my own .
and not be too dependent on others alr .

2009-09-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

postingggg ~

nothing much though .

motivations all lost .

im really afraid im back to the past me . which i don't wanted to .
whenever im alone , i tend to think alot about the past .
thinking back , i lost so much stuffs .
i tried so hard to get them back .
but none was a success.
even how much i wanted things to be back ,
i don't think it will happen .
what really make me regret the most was
-not studying
-making everybody disappointed esp my family .
and the most thing i regretted the most was
- not cherishing my friends enough .
those times would not be back i guess.
everybody has their own life and own friends now .

i guess, life is just like that.

2009-09-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

Huili.: Ahlian ;D tagged ♥ Hehehe
ahlian <3 loveees (:

huiying: if you seriously need help in math , chem, phy or any subject that I am taking, you still can ask me yea. (:
okayokayyyy (:

Min Er ♥: dont ask hy. she confirm later gone mad and scold die u, be careful wor ~
LOL -.-

♥ Luvs , MichelleWJX: Luvs . (
love you toos (: <3

IRIS: Post some pictures :)
o.o okayokay , perhaps some other time ba .
very lazyyyyy ._.

2009-09-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

helloooooo (:
nothing much to post .
sorry to hui li & min er , dint went down hougang with you all today .
lets go out some other time alrights (:

ohwell , nothing much to post.
idiot me -.- fell down from the stairs after tuition .
my leg is hurting like don't know what now -.-
im so stupid can -.-

blablabla ~ nothing much .
i feel im such a idiot of all a sudden . i don't know whyy . LOL.

i shall REALLY start studying -.-
i really got ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT X100 catch ups to do .
i don't want to fail my eoy . ><
._.

2009-09-08T09:29:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooooooo (:
i shall post (:

went down orchard today (: woke up at 11 plus.
met grandma at 700+ for lunch at 12 plus .
went back home with min er . changed and out .
drag till about 4 than trained down to cine.
sorry , hl , mj , zh , bryan .
let you all waited for me for 1 hour plus.
super guilty laaaaaaaaaaa._.
anw, watch aliens and the atic .
nice showwwwwww ~
super funny.
i rate it 10/10 .
went tz next. see them play game.
trained down to cityhall .
bryan went home 1st.
than mj and zh went arcade.
see them play game awhile , me and hl went ljs eat.
zh and mj came over to find us after their game.
they went back yishun 1st .
while me and hl went esplanade walk walk .
reach home at about 10 (: hohoho (:
fun dayyyyyyyy :D but im still guilty ><
sorryyyyyy ._.

2009-09-06T07:08:00.000-07:00

hellos :}
super tired this 2 days .

-sat-
woke up at 9 plus , cos need to go pray grandfather .
reach at about 11 plus .
pray finish at 12 , went hawker centre eat .
eat till 2 liddat .
went bedok central , shop shop .
bought school shoes and someother stuffs .
came back yishun at about 4, reach northpoint.
meet min er awhile. hl came.
walk to mj house downstairs than he came down . slack awhile.
pei mj go mac eat , than over to grandma house.
went 600+ to eat with family :D

as for todayyyy (:
woke up at 9 plus again .
went to pray great grand mother .
prayed finish at 12 plus.
went to some restraunts in china town to eat .
finish eating , back to yishun .
over funland to look for min er .
than went to inter to look for hl .
bus-ed to causeway .
went library mj and zh came.
library no place study so decided to go starbucks to study . LOL.
mj and zh went off 1st , me and hl walk ard causeway .
train-ed back yishun .
reach home at 8 (:
went out to amk eat with parents and brother .
reach home at 10 :D
talking on phone with hl now (:

shall study for this holiday . exams are coming in 3 weeks time and i've got alot to catch up on .
jiayouuuuuuuu to myselffffffffff (:
and
jiayouuuuuuuu to hl , bryan for o levels (:
and those who are taking o levels this year (:
and jiayouuuuuuu to wenzhen for n level :D
and those who are taking n level this year (:
and and and ,
jiayouuuuuu to mj and zh for eoy (:
jayouuuuuuuu to classmates and friends alsoooooooooo (:

okay i know its abit early , but ...
i nothing to do anw (: hahs :D

2009-08-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY !~
lols , school .
had lesson till 11.45.
went hall , had concert .
fun time :D
after school, went northland pri with hl and mj .
accompany hl home to change , zh couldnt come out -.-
went home next , bathe and changed.
over to grandma house.
met mj and hl at mrt station . train-ed down bugis .
walk ard, mj bought pants .
than went to the shopping centre to walk ard .
went food court to eat.
trained down orchard at ard 7 plus.
went to ion , than weelock than paragon .
accompany mj to heeren than me and hl took train back to yishun .
sorry to ps mj ._.
reach yishun , went grandma house and reach home about 10 (:

2009-08-30T04:10:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl :D
went out study todayyyyyy (:
slept at 4 plus , was on phone ytd night.
than woke at 12, super tired.
met min er and alvin at funland .
went kfc , than went off to inter to look for hl .
than over to mj house.
train-ed down causeway .
went to kfc , eat , while mj help zh to style his hair .
zh look better with his hair being styled :D
went off to library
studied , and crap . LOL.
mum called at 6 plus to rush me home . cos relative from msia came.
so need go out for dinner.
reach yishun , than came home :D
shall complete my f&n tonight :D
going out for dinner later , with msia relatives . LOL .

zh and mj super cute laaaaaaa :D
hl changing phone today , finally, his lousy phone no more :D
but means i no more fish to play ): sadded . LOL .

going out with them tomo , going bugis :D
mj says he want go back northland , ask me to go with him . LOl .
but super weird laaa.LOLS.

2009-08-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

oh hello ppl :D
slept at 2.30 ytd -.- did f&n coursework , but only manage do Ta -.- wthsss ~
woke up by don't know whose msg today . than mj called.
went out at 2 plus, met hl . trained down amk .
saw jolene :DDD long time never see her alrrrr :D
watch 'where got ghost '
nice show, i rate it 4/5 (:
jump afew times while watching the show.
lols, show ended ard 5 plus, mj and bryan waiting for us (:
went some block slack :D than mos burger to eat (:
train-ed back yishun , than went home (:
out with family to 600+ to eat :D than home again :D
hahhaaaaa :D

2009-08-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hello (:
super bad day in school . damn stupid.
thanks for hl, mj , bryan and wz for being there .
esp hl and mj .

seeing mj case , im like seeing myself .
and that totally make me realise smth .
which i thought i had alr realise long ago .
i thought i had alr got over it . but i dint.
counsellor asked me , if there is any turning point.
i told her, no , no solution .
like what she told me, since there's no turning point,
why should i continue brooding over my past and make myself unhappy.
im still finding ways to make myself get over it.
but i realise , whenever im thinking about it , i broke down .

-edited-
i don't feel like going school .
im still holding on with all my strength i've left .
i don't know how long i could hold on .
thinking back about today , it sux , seriously.

2009-08-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

back back :D
oh hello ppl :D
im here to post :D
well , went school as usual :D fun day in school (:
maths lesson was totally funny. teacher almost vomit blood while talking to me.
hahahah :X
chinese teacher is the best (:
she let me retake all my spelling :D she's really very nice :D haha :D
but , OAJ , coming back next term-.- stupid -.-
well , walk out of school .
went bbt with mj , hl , bryan .
than went eat with mj while hl and bryan went back school 1st .
pei-ed mj back school , saw kelvin and zhong han .
crap :D
till 3.30 , hl and bryan come down .
wanted to go home to change , but no time -.-
so forget it , LOL.
than waited till 4 plus , wz came down :D
went broadway tgt with jireh also :D
went back school outside find hl and bryan .
went bbt again , slack ard.
went back school . waited for mj and zhonghan .
than went slack and bbt again-.-
took 8o4 home .
super xia sway on bus, i swear i won't shout in bus in the future. :X
ohwell , go off now :D
byeeeeeeeeeee :D

2009-08-24T06:58:00.000-07:00

back back :D
school was fine , fell asleep during physics.
too tired alr ><
woke up when teacher call , jump up . LOL. funny .
anw , thanks hl for the water :D
hahs :D
stayed back after school for physics class .
had test , and whoooooo ~
i pass my test :D
12 over 20 :D
some careless mistake here and there , if not can get higher >< LOl .
oh well ,
must really start studying alr .
mum promise , if i did better for eoy , she shall buy anything i want :D
so , i shall work hard.
:DDDDDD
ohwell , i think i need go do my lit alr :DDDD
so off i go :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ :D

2009-08-22T22:32:00.000-07:00

Good afternoon ppl :D
hahs :D bored :D
slept at 2 yesterday , watching drama and msn-ing .
woke up at 10 by hl morning call , slept back .
mj called at 12 plus woke up .
msging .
cough went worst -.- wth -.-
going out now :D meeting mj , than go down for some taiji -.-
than meet hl i guess :D hahs :D
shall post when im back :D

-eidted-
homedddd :D
went out at ard 2, met mj , than hl
down 750 for some stuffss .
than down to food court for lunch .
slack ard , go 900+ slack .
than send mj home .
me and hl walk from northpoint to 700+ till chongpang .
than bus to 200+ , went to find lawyer .
slack and walk ard, talk .
lawyer went home , slack ard, than went home :D
slept for awhile , than out for dinner with parents .

2009-08-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

im home im home :D
had been staying at my grandma house for past 2 day .
good thing = can go out till late late
bad thing= no com use .
im officially down with cough , flu and sore throat -.-

LOL , anyway .
cant rmb what i did for the past 2 day .
oh well ,
lets talk about today than :D
woke up at 11 plus .
went lunch at chongpang with grandma, bought phone battery .
happy happy :D
went back grandma house.
out to northpoint , meet ming jie and lawyer :D
went some block , slack .
than send mj off to mrt station .
go bbt shop there to look for hongliang .
than walk ard np , go library . but super full .
decided to go yck .
walk ard, sat down talk :D
waited for mj and mh to come out for tution .
than went down amk hub to walk ard and slack . but mh went home 1st .
back to yishun , lawyer went home 1st , follow by mj .
so walk ard with hl , than went over food court eat.
mj and mh came over find us.
slack , than about 9.30 liddat . went over grandma house.
mum called , than went home at ard 11 :D
hahs :D
thanks to hl for the strepsils :D hahs :D

2009-08-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl :D
slept at 1 plus , woke up at 2 pm today .
bathe and everything , went down for dentist appointment , im like super late la .
super bored.
msging with mj and hy .
than out to meet hy, cos he say wanted to come out .
went down amk , slack . than down to yck , meet mj and mh.
help mj settle smth , than trained off to yishun . went over kfc , wanted to eat . but alot of ppl , ate long john intead .:D
slack for awhile and they went home i went home also: D
hahs , super bored now .
maple make my com super lag -.- stupid -.- LOL.
ohwell , go off now . im trying to see my maple can work anot :D

2009-08-14T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl .
mood still not very good .
but still , manage to smile :}
had f&n , kinda fun . super sleepy also .
had lit next , did my work . finished and study for physics test .
had physics test next , but confirm fail .
all anyhow do -.-
recess , got super moody again . -.-
went mr3 , had some talks by singapore poly and nanyang poly.
chem next . chem super fun . :D
went over concourse meet wenzhen , mj came along .
pei wenzhen go busstop , went over broadway .
eat and home .
nap till 4 plus . prepare for tution .
left tution at 6 plus .
went down school with mj , waiting for mh.
took 804 back home next .

anyway , hy is sick , get well soon alright (:
i don't think he will be reading my blog also -.-
ohwell , nevermind .

fuck up mood now -.- zz.

2009-08-13T06:15:00.000-07:00

Stupid day i had today .
super VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BAD DAYY-.-
every body is moody -.- damn fuck up-.-
totally no mood today.
going have physics test tomo, i think i will just write my name and go to sleep -.-
homeworks all not done .
totally nothing is done .
maybe ppl is right , i surely drop na this year .

after school , went bishan . walk ard alone .
sort out all my thoughts , but still . nothing went right at all .
went over find min er and her kor .
her kor super crap , budden a funny and socialble guy though .
went over yishun park , asked hongliang come down .
slack awhile , took 811 to northpoint .
meet grandparents.
intended to eat don't know what noodles , long queue .
decided to go sakae , long queue also .
so went over food court .
eat finish , they went off 1st .
walk ard northpoint , bought sweets .
and reach home near 9 .

i guess , im totally hopeless .
in pri school , nobody thinks i will make it to express.
even my family members .
they thought i will go into na or nt .
but still , i made it in .
i was happy for myself .
sec 1 was life was super alright .
i did my best to keep myself in express.
up till sec 2 ,
my studies drop like stupid .
i got bad -.- learnt up stupid stuffs .
sleeping in class .
nobody thought i could make it , but still i made it .
but till this year .
i don't think i will make it anymore .
i started from getting bad to worst .
pon school pon class starting of the year.
sleeping in class , get into trouble with teachers .
quited cca .
after june holidays , after everything happened.
i thought i sort out my thoughts.
make up my mind , got all my motivations into studying .
even how many ppl say i will drop to na , i told them i wouldnt .
i thought i could remain happy , trying to study with my best effort ,
but all was fake .
i totally lost all my motivations to study .
i really don't think i will make it this year.
i felt super hopeless with myself .
maybe ppl were right , im stupid. i confirm drop to na.
even how much i studied , i still couldnt get things right
im toally hopesless .
evwn how much i tried to put in effort, how hard i tried to change , nobody sees it .
so i don't get whats the point .

-edited-
anw, thanks to hy and mj , for the kinder and milktea :}
and trying all your best to cheer me up .
i doubt they will read my blog though -.- zz .

2009-08-12T06:34:00.000-07:00

i guess,
i've learnt how to keep everything to myself once again .
i once was like this , keeping everything to myself .
crying myself to bed everynight .
but i decided to open up to ppl , and tell ppl what im thinking and how i felt.
but now , i realise i should be like how i am in the past.
keeping everything to myself , crying to bed everynight .
i tried damn hard to hold back my stupid tears .
telling myself to be strong no matter what happen .
even how moody i was , how sad i was i would just smile and think that everything will be okay.
but i realise , i don't have the strength to do that anymore.
i lost almost all of my motivations on stuffs.
i totally lost my motivation to study and everything .
i feel like giving up everything now .
i guess, im just that failure.
maybe what other ppl say was right . i couldn't be that future counselor .
i thought i could control my emotions well , but i cant.
since i cant, i just don't have any rights to counsel ppl .
maybe i've to forget about my dreams and everything .
i totally lost all my confidence and motivations .

2009-08-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hello people ~
freaking bad day i have .
its really been long since i had bad mood for so long -.-
super stupid .
school was super fine , just freaking no mood thats all .
manage to joke with others -.- but still -.-
forget it .
lazy to post. freaking no mood now -.-
bye -.-

2009-08-11T06:15:00.000-07:00

Hello peopleeee :]
school was fine. being a good girl , i dint sleep in any of the lesson :D
though i really feel like sleeping :D
lols :D
ohwell , sherry dint come school . sadded , imissher :D lols.
had chem , chinese , lit , recess , english , ch and assembly.
after school went 417 for lunch with hy , mh , mj , zhonghan , bingjian , ah don , and kelvin .
lols.
got super moody after. dint want to explain why . lols.
all went seperate ways next , some went school and some went home.
took 8o4 with hy and mj .
went home .
out again .
met mj at northpoint . went library , studied for awhile.
went off at 5 plus , cos i got tution .
reach tution at 5.30 , and finish at 7 plus . lols :D

2009-08-09T03:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IRIS BESTIE (:
may all your wishes come thru yea :}
Happy national day peopleeee:}
hahs :D

bad national day i have this year. spend my time at home
only went out for like less than one hour to eat at longjohn .
initially wanted to take away de.
budden walk half way , min er called .
asking where im , and she said she accompany me go eat.
so ate at longjohn .
went home after that.
guess alot ppl are out having fun :D
and im at home .
but its alright :D
im gonna go for movies tomo with sherry & co .
to watch the show 'up' :D

im totally bored !~

2009-08-08T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hellos peopleeeee: }
damn bored day today .
slept at 11 plus ytd , woke up at 2 .
replied all msg , watch drama.
super boring day .
stayed at home till 5 plus out to np to meet mj and mh .
cos im super bored.
went out , walk ard northpoint alone 1st , than they came.
went over funland , than to library .
slack there awhile . and reached home at ard 7.30 . lols. :}
super bored day laaaaa: }

2009-08-07T06:19:00.000-07:00

national day celebration today in school . lols. super tired .
no lessons today .
went back class took temp . and off to carpark .
had flag raising and everything.
mood wasnt too good either.
went up for concert .
damn sleepy at 1st .
but crack alot of jokes with sherry and ah don :D
LOL .
super fun during the concert . mood got much better :D
went down concourse .
waited for mj .
cos they actually said got smth happen . lols. i don't know -.-
so walk out of school .
like stand at busstop there for damn long time .
went bbt with hongyee and wenzhen .
saw pris , and took bus tgt .
went back home .
met grandma for lunch .
and met with hongyee .
than mh ,mj and ah don came next .
off to mac to eat . slack ard .
went over mh house .
went off at ard 4.45 liddat .
tution till 7 (:

2009-08-03T08:36:00.000-07:00

great day in school :D
ch 1st , next was lit .
outside class for 1 whole period .
but was crapping away , lols. :}
chinese next , was talking to ah don :D
teacher gave us choco :D
nice of her :D
sherry and me both give her a hug :X hahaha :}
recess next (:
physics 2 period and maths 2 period.
had cdp and end school (:
went 4tou eat with sherry , jiaying , ah don , mh , zhong han and ah don's cousin .
crap alot :D
pris came next , after that was hongyee .
went bbt .
bus-ed to 2 tou mac .
studied with sherry and hy .
about 5 plus , went over ah don's house to look for him and mh .
and sherry went home .
slack for awhile .
suppose to accompany hy to eat , but he bring me walk ard 2 tou -.-
stupid la. LOl .
waited for mh at mac .
waited for almost 10 mins than he came -.- lols.
and thanks to hy and mh for walking me home :} hahs :D

2009-08-02T03:13:00.000-07:00

Hello peopleee :}
woke up at 11 plus today. :D
dota and audi with ming han :}
went out at 3 . met ming han at mac.
he treat me eat mac . cos he owe me one :D anw , thanks :}
hahaha:D
ming jie and zhong han came along .
talk craps :D
ming jie and zhong han went off 1st :D
than help-ed mj put his library books.
went funland for awhile , accompany mh go mrt station . cos he going tution.
went back funland , meet min er.
accompany them go long john eat.
reach home at 5 :D im a good girl :D

2009-08-01T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl :}

had fun todayyyyy (:
woke up at 1 plus .
father bought lunch for me . ate lunch and watch drama .
went to bathe at ard 4 plus.
met pris at her house downstairs at 5 plus :}
meet sherry at inter :D
craps and gossip :D hahs :}
went up minghan's house help him take stuffs.
went over to bbq pit .
bing jian came :}
walk ard the park with pris and sherry .
went back help-ed .
don came next .
than ming jie and zhong han came.
qing xuan came next :}
crap ard , went help buy ice.
than sat down and eat.
hongyee came along .
nice time crapping with them :}
played and fool ard. super fun :D
ard 9.30 all decided to go safra to play pool .
bus-ed to safra .
played one round with sherry (:
than went home with pris ,
thanks for her father fetching me home :D
hahs :D
reach home near 11 :D
had totally great fun with them la :D

2009-07-31T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hi :D
im back :D
school was pretty fine this few days.
super fun in school with sherry, jiaying ,pris , don , ming han , bing jian ard :D
gonna go for bbq tomo (: hahs :D
school was really fun today .
though was very tired .
super crap with sherry after recess :D
cdp was super funny toos (:
mr alan came in to take class picture.
cos he's not gonna teach us anymore . sad uhs .
he's really a nice teacher la . we'll miss you (:

lols , after school went outside school saw michelle .
went bbt with wenzhen & michelle.
bus-ed to northpoint .
accompany michelle wait for zx .
last long uhs (:
slack with them at 300 plus .
reach home at 5 (:
suppose to have tution , but was too tired , so change timing for it . lols.

im still stuck behind time .
the past still huants me .
though i seems alot more fine than ever .
happier than ever . though i've learn how to pick myself up from everything .
learn-ed how to be strong .
but i realise , i still can't get over some stuffs which im really suppose to get over with .
i wonder , what's the stupid problem with me .

2009-07-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

Hello :D long time no blog :D
guess, blogger having some problems .
oh well .
lols :D

nothing much this few days , school and homed (:
met siyan and gina ytd :D had fun chatting :D
love die them (:

had tution today (: suppose to go at 4.30 , but reach at 5.20 .
cos i overslept ._. lols (:
super tired today . slept 2 periods during ch ><
and thanks to ming han (: help-ed me copy notes.
school was super fun this few days :D

stupid stupid stupid ! i've to copy 10 essays for lit .
damn damn damn ~

i guess, im still stuck behind everything . though i seems to move on .
everything seems to remind me of you .
guess, i had to accept everything that is coming down on me.

2009-07-21T00:27:00.000-07:00

blogginggg ~
had been a really good girl this few days, staying at home (:
school was alright (:
sherry dint come school for 2 days alr ):
faster come school ah ! :D
gonna have tution later at 5 :D im going to take a nap :D
ciaos :D

everytime , whenever i heard your name , i still miss you alot.
how i wish , the time stays at holidays.

2009-07-19T01:19:00.000-07:00

blog blog blog :D
well , had been a good girl this 2 days .
staying at home (:
i shall be doing my homework later ba (:
gonna go for tution on tue , and sat (:
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

im gonna make miracles happen :D

2009-07-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

:DDDD
manage to stay at home for the whole day , reach home at 3 plus.
cook my own lunch (:
had 3 test today , i don't think i will pass any . even though i had study for it.
suppose to finish school at 2 . but left school at 2.30 instead . cos of the maths test , 1st time i manage to finish the maths test on my own . but i don't think the answers gonna be correct . lols .
went northpoint to had dinner with grandma and grandfather .
sakura to had tomyam (:
bought school bag too (: like finally :D hoho !
gonna meet siyan tomo (:

i guess, i've alr move on with my life now . though you're still always in my mind.
whenever i walk pass the place we've been to , somehow it really brought back memories.
but all this will be just keep within me (:

pack room today , realise , in the past ,
there were really alot of ppl who really did care for me . just that i dint cherish .
found some stuffs . which really bring back alot of memories for me.

sec 1 to me was great . made alot of friends. got to know real best friends , who did always stay by my side. but somehow , after much conflicts , we got seperated , yet back again .
sec 2 started learning alot of bad habits . but to me , i was happy though .
some stuffs were great , and some stuffs were bad.
sec 3 was the worst .
super lots of things happen . all friends got seperated. studies got from bad to worst .
more conflicts with family. made everybody disappointed with me , bad records in school, super alot of problems going on .
but the there was only one thing that i never regret this year (:
and i've realise, after all this things that happen . i've acutally move and and got braver as time pass by . but i realise i had learn how to keep emotions, and keep everything to myself.

2009-07-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

school sucks !~
well , nothing much in school though .
i hadn't had a very good mood recently.
shall not blog much .

ppl are running away from me , idk why .
yes, im irritating , i agree. im back to the past me .
all alone again . without anyone by my side anymore.
sometime , after school , i would wander around alone , wondering where should i go .
but in the end , i realise , i had no place to go , no ppl to find . pathetic uhs .

sometimes , how i wish i was the one controlling time .
i want to go back to the past, the past of everything .
this time , i realise, i fell greatly , without anyone there for me anymore.
i manage to put on a strong front . but , nobody bothers .

2009-07-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

blog blog blog :D
mood hasnt been very good this few days.
but ,
i've realise , after everything that had happen , it makes me stronger than before.
though smiles are fake , but i still believe im alright :D
and i'll be :D
and im still be able to look everything in the positive manner.
givmme some time , i'll be alright .
and im sure , im gonna face everything thats going to happen positively :D

smilesssssss * :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-07-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

fuck up mood today -.-
shall not post about what happen today . nothing much .

everything seems to empty without you by my side.
in the past, whenever im feeling down or whatever ,
you'll always be the 1st i wanted to look for . the 1st person i will call ,
the 1st person i will msg to .whenever i had conflicts with my parents or whoever ,
you never fail to be there to cheer me on .
just like today , im feeling really really down .
i dint know what i was doing and what i was thinking .
i look thru all my contacts yet nobody to msg or call to .
im really upset this few days .
nobody to be by my side all this while. everything seems to be toppling down .
i would never expect this day to happen .
just like in the past we always said ,
no matter how many quarrels we've been thru , we're still back tgt .
but this time , i don't think we will .
neither can i , bear to say goodbye .
if we're really meant to be , we'll be .

2009-07-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

bored day today . half of the day is raining .
went home after 2 periods of pe.
not going school tomo .
after school go outside school . nothing much happen though .
conclusion : bored day .

infact we could , but you choose not to trust me . don't tell me i don't understand.
is just the matter of trust . we've seems like stangers now.
after 2 years of everything we actually put it down so easily , because we had not enough trust for each other. isnt that abit too silly?

2009-07-08T08:33:00.000-07:00

bored day today , went school .
jireh got send home today .
after school , nothing much .
went home , meet jireh , study , basketball , home :D
the end of today .

you all only trust 'him' , yet not me. if you had enough trust in me , you would believe in me no matter what happen . if i had done , i would had admit on that day , after what happen to me.
but i guess , whatever the case is now ,
everything seems to be memories .

2009-07-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

posting in progressssss :D
school was fine , time seems to be pretty fast . nothing much though .
jireh dint came school today , that idiot got send home .
after school , went look for jireh .
jialong , jinhui and lewis came after (:
chatted. saw jolene :D
walk over broadway tgt :D
jolene went for tution .
that idiot was at broadway waiting for us .
went 418 to had lunch . lewis went off 1st (:
jin hui went off next (:
cabbed to 139 for some stupid taiji -.-
but in the end nothing (:
went home changed .
mrt-ed down sembawang with jialong and mx (:
ended up they had to work .
so sat outside mac done abit of homework .
walk ard sunplaza .
went to take mrt at 6.55 , reached home at 7.15 (:

jialong is super guailan today .
maybe i give him too much compliment alr.
so i won't give anymore :D wahahah :D
stupid jialong :D wahahahah :D

2009-07-06T06:58:00.001-07:00

back home (:
dint went home ytd , slack till 12 plus outside and went grandma house to stay.
woke up at 12 plus .
back home to bathe and change .
went downstairs find grandma .
went over find jireh . super funny , he keep making me laugh . hahs.
went over to qiaole house. :D
had fun there. me and grace keep pour water at each other . super fun :D
all playing water :D
fun time with all of them (:
clear up and everything about 6 plus .
went to bathe with the girls :D
chatted alot :D
waited at busstop for mx they all (:
bus to northpoint .
walk ard northpoint and went over foodcourt with jireh , mx and jialong .
darren tiah and junhao came next .
super crappy :D they got super alot of jokes to share. was laughing non-stop :D
went over grandma house at ard 8.30 (: hahs :D
had fun with all of them around :D today was a fun day :D
anyway , 2 more days to hui li ahlian's birthday :D
happy early birthday :D shall give her the present on wed :D hoho :D

on phone with jialong for almost half n hour ytd ,
told him quite alot of things.
he's always the person who i can talk to . thanks ah :D
although i always bully him :D but he's a great friend :D hahs :D

2009-07-04T23:11:00.001-07:00

Helloooooooo peopleeee ~
i shall blog :D
slept at 5 plus and woke at 12 plus today .
went causeway ytd , came out at 2plus meet jireh and mx at funland (:
walk ard at northpoint alone while waiting for jialong cos jireh needs to see the doctor .
nothing much for northpoint. alot of shops haven't open .
jialong came and jireh finish see-ing doctor.
went mac eat (:
than over to jireh house. cos he want change .
bus-ed to causeway .
meet min er and michelle. slack and walk ard .
mrt back to yishun ard 6+ .
reached grandma house near 7 plus.

ytd night , jialong told me alot .
than i've realise alot of things after that .
oh well , jialong is a great friend (:
jialong if you see this must be happy okay ! :D

-edited-
back home (: im a good girl today . i only went out for like 2 hours only :D
went out near 4 , down to jireh house for awhile .
went over 418 to eat with that idiot (:
slack ard for awhile. mum called . and went home :D

2009-07-03T21:35:00.000-07:00

i shall bloggg ~

okay , bored (: school was fine (:
had been going to school everyday and i dint late at all (: hoho ~
and i actually slept less in class alr :D
recently many things happen .
shall not mention it.
should be going out later.
meeting baobehs 1st (:
come back than post (:

2009-07-02T06:23:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Kavita (:

school was fine , 2 free periods .
pon maths class .
finish school ,
went jireh house, eastpark and home.
bored .

im really confused.

2009-07-01T06:45:00.001-07:00

another bad day today . sighs .

i dont know whats going on ard me .
i dont know whats happening to me either.
i've been trying my best controlling myself.
but i guess nth seems to help .
idk whats wrong.
whatever i done seems to be my fault .

maybe i should stay away . as far as possible.

2009-06-30T06:07:00.000-07:00

back !~
super boring in school today .
slept abit in class, super tired . nothing much in school though .
jiaying went home cos she's sick , get well soon girl (:
nothing much after school .
eat , home , went out , home .
thats all ba.

guess , we're both in diff world now isnt it.
when was the last time we get tgt and went out .
guess, we couldnt turn the time back and go back to the past.

2009-06-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

school started today .
super sian .
time in school super slow. cant wait for school to finish .
super bad mood now . dint know why . mood swing i guess.
basketball for today again .
okay , im done for blogging .

ppl do change after all , all the things we've been thru ,
seems so unrealistic now .

2009-06-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooo people ~ :D

bad day today , had cramps for the whole damn day -.-
woke up at 1+ , receive call from jireh .
chatted awhile and watch drama (:
watch till 3+ , prepared and went out .
went over broadway to meet jireh and leong ming .
went over eastpark , played basketball for awhile and went to slack .
waited till 6.30 liddat , jolene came down from tution (:
and mx came.
went over 416 there . min er called (: chatted for awhile (:
eastpark next .
and bus home (:
leanne walk home with me (: hahs (:

2 more day to school reopen .
and i must drag myself to wake up at 6 again . and not to sleep in class anymore -.-

2009-06-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

back to post (:
mood's good today (:

school repoening soon . damn fast .
guess i've wasted one whole month doing nothing again .
homework and everything not done -.-
anyway , i guess i really must buck up for end of year alr .

okay , shall talk about today (:
played basketball with jireh , mx and darren tiah (:
dint play much though . see them play more.
see until i going sleep also . lols (:
stuck at basketball court for 3 hours .
but time went super fast (:
like jireh say , playing basketball is more meaningful ,
healthy lifestyle plus save money and time went off super fast (: lols (:
all went off about 7.30 liddat .
thanks to jireh for walking home with me (:
cos he wanted to go off to north point to find westly , but i ask him to walk home with me (:
hahs (:
thats my day (:

2009-06-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooooooo peopleeees !
back to post (:
short post for today , nothing better to do though .
rain super big today , anyway , bored day laa .
gonna wake early tomo , meeting sherry & co for eng project .
11 at mrt station , damn early ><
boredddd ~
thats it for today (: tada (:

2009-06-20T05:55:00.001-07:00

HoHoHo :D
blog finally back (:
someone must be very happy right? hahaa :D
that person had been nagging me to make my blog for a long time (:
now she must be happy that im done with my blog (:
hohoho (:

shall talk about today alrites (:

Happy birthday to kathryn !

met siyan at northpoint today (: pei her over to min er's mum salon and bus-ed to inter to meet min er .
went over to kathryn house.
left at 4 plus and bus-ed back northpoint .
went over funland , and went over 208 slack (:
was raining suddenly , so slack till for awhile .
min er they all went off 1st ,
jireh and ming xuan came over to look for me .
chatted for awhile and i went home (:
hahs (: