Hello (:
super bad day in school . damn stupid.
thanks for hl, mj , bryan and wz for being there .
esp hl and mj .
seeing mj case , im like seeing myself .
and that totally make me realise smth .
which i thought i had alr realise long ago .
i thought i had alr got over it . but i dint.
counsellor asked me , if there is any turning point.
i told her, no , no solution .
like what she told me, since there's no turning point,
why should i continue brooding over my past and make myself unhappy.
im still finding ways to make myself get over it.
but i realise , whenever im thinking about it , i broke down .
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i don't feel like going school .
im still holding on with all my strength i've left .
i don't know how long i could hold on .
thinking back about today , it sux , seriously.