fuck up mood today -.-
shall not post about what happen today . nothing much .
everything seems to empty without you by my side.
in the past, whenever im feeling down or whatever ,
you'll always be the 1st i wanted to look for . the 1st person i will call ,
the 1st person i will msg to .whenever i had conflicts with my parents or whoever ,
you never fail to be there to cheer me on .
just like today , im feeling really really down .
i dint know what i was doing and what i was thinking .
i look thru all my contacts yet nobody to msg or call to .
im really upset this few days .
nobody to be by my side all this while. everything seems to be toppling down .
i would never expect this day to happen .
just like in the past we always said ,
no matter how many quarrels we've been thru , we're still back tgt .
but this time , i don't think we will .
neither can i , bear to say goodbye .
if we're really meant to be , we'll be .